Monday, February 14, 2011

pink love notes.

I just witnessed and received little pink love notes, love optional. Makenna Daniels, who appears often in this received about 2 million from secret Bonnie's, I think the whole world has a crush on her. And i received about 7 from Cole Allan, thank you boy it made Valentines day enjoyable!They were for love, and love will just keep popping up all day long. But do you put love on the line? Admit your heart? Perhaps. It just has to returned or else your day of love, or single awareness day would be a crappy one for sure.
So to every adorable person in this whole World, today is for love. Just to love. And be loved in return.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

imagine. Complainte de la Butte.

La lune, trop bleme, (the moon, too white) pose un diadème (puts a tiara) sur tes cheveux roux. (on your red hair) La lune, trop rousse, (the moon, too red) de gloire éclabousse (with glory splashes) ton jupon plein de trous. (your ragged underskirt) La lune, trop pâle, (the moon, too pale) caresse l'opale (caress the opal) de tes yeux blasés. (of your indifferent eyes) Princesse de la rue, (princess of the street) sois la bienvenue (be welcome) dans mon coeur brisé. (in my broken heart).
Listening to this, I see a girl about 17 dancing in the rain covered side walks of Paris that are drenched in moonlight, "too white" as a boy who has loved her for years sings about her as she dreams of the World where she is a princess. Barefoot and destitute she hums along with him still swinging in the stars with her dreams and wishes.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Love Birds.

There are only a few animals in the World who mate for life, wolves for one, trumpeter swans, and the adorable little love birds. They forever love eachother, hence love birds. With the colors of a ruby red, a plumage of green, and brilliant yellow adorning the tiny feathers, they are a sight to behold. And there is love within. Oh sweet little birds, Love is inevitable.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

i suppose.

Every blog ever read told me all about this person i was inquiring of. Here I go about me(awkward).
1. I have once serenaded the setting sun with the song of eidelweiss from The Sound of Music. Thank you Anna Cherry for accompanying me.
2. I have a never ending desire to fly, jump into nothing and to be caught with the hands of angels and my own wings to support me, preferably off a very high cliff.
3. Falling in love is kind of the ultimate goal, though i think i trip into love every day.
4. India is my soul country I dream and cry for India. Even though I have pined after countries before, i would like to say this is different.
5. What ever I am doing in a moment i would most likely prefer to be reading, my personal favorite place to hide in a book is in my bed with all the blinds up and sunlight just filling the room with the warmth and light only it can provide.
6. Dream Job: to work in a second bookstore. With heavy darkened wood shelving and the mustiness that only old books can provide.
7. I may or may not dream in black and white...
8. My favorite thing in this whole universe is to side walk chalk my emotions because when i am finished with my "masterpeices" my pants are decorated in pastel colors and hands and rubbed raw from all the smoothing and shading that goes into my art. It is the most releasing past time I have ever encountered i like to involve Libby most the time because nothing is ever fun  by yourself.
9. I love nutella. On anything and the best way to start the morning is with a big slab of white bread smothered in chocolaty nutella that always manages to get around on my face.
10. I adore the ukulele, cute and funny boys, dancing by myself when the star goes blue, being a child, listening to witch cackles, creating happy lists, planning to skinny dip, being daring and enchanting, telling people they are endearing, eating watermelon, wearing the same pair of jeans short faded and paired with holes all summer long, basking in the sunlight, being in Baja Mexico in my future beach house, being able to remember my dreams, gypsies, books, every single friend i have and met; Libby, Makenna both of them, Taylor Ann, Dallas, Hannah, Justin, Joel, "lamby", Eliza, Seth, Cole lots of those too, Will, Que, Josh, Aly, Arrie, whoa lots of them even the ones that i knew when i was little if they are not named it isnt because i forgot about them its because i was overwhelmed and forgot to say theirs!, but most of all what i adore day in and day out is my Mexico house with its sandy porch, the small waves, stingrays, and white wrap around porch it is my happiest place and my true home.
That was a decent list. I am a lot of things but I still am trying to figure out who this girl is. Im searching for it and I think I've found most of the puzzle peices that got scattered along the way.

taking bigger steps.

I realized a funny thing. I am growing up and though i want to fly back to Neverland and play pirates in the tall trees and live in the wendy house that is covered in colorful flowers and leaves. Hide from the crocodile as it ticks from within and find myself in my imagination.
But on the other hand growing up isnt all that bad, a cars keys are placed in my hand, I have been able ot read for years, liking boys doesnt scare me(sometimes) and I am able to say what my future holds because it is big and out there. As much as i want to relive my last summer there is new one creeping up behind, and the funny thing is, it might turn into something even better than before. For some reason life just seems more beautiful as i step into the current and let it carry me away with it. "What I love most about rivers is, you cant step in the same river twice. The water is always changing always flowing." A princess, Disney of course, spoke the truest words, and let the wonders of the ride surprise you even more the second time because that time you can appreciate them more.

drafting and makenna

I have been sitting in architectural drafting, along with little makenna daniels, quite an adorable friend. And I struggle pathetically so she gets out of her seat comes to me, instructs me, returns to her seat to come back a couple minutes later to hlep me again. Though i do quite enjoy this class atleast twice i visit my favorite place, modcloth.com or national geogrpahic my conflicting personality types. The World. And vintage dresses. Right now i am pining after the swede dreams dress, oh baby. I look at it every day. It just represents summer in the fondest way, and with modcloth they give their clothing a story sooo here is my beauty, the love of my life dress's story. "Though you haven't been back Stockholm since you were a young girl, you often look to this darling dress to remind yourself of its sweet shores. With a banded waist, short sleeves, and a V-neck back with a triangular cutout directly beneath, this fair frock of peach boasts a bevy of alluring attributes. But it's the merry print of ornate blooms, reminiscent of the Scandinavian folk art you grew up with, and the draped front pockets, perfect for collecting dewberries, that remind you of home. The simple addition of blue knit stockings, tawny clogs, and a cropped swing coat create an ensemble almost as beautiful to behold as your gorgeous homeland." Thanks to MODCLOTH.Com for my true love!